The poem as a home | Interview with Mary Jean Chan

Writing About the Pandemic
📌 Mary Jean Chan’s poetry collection, *Bright Fear*, explores the emotional landscape of the COVID-19 pandemic, drawing parallels to their teenage experience during the 2003 SARS epidemic in Hong Kong.
😷 The collection addresses the anti-Asian racism and skepticism regarding masking that emerged during the pandemic, highlighting how the author adopted hypervigilance as a protective measure in public spaces.
✍️ Writing about the pandemic served as a necessary outlet for the author to process personal experiences as a queer immigrant and to challenge the stigma surrounding public health safety measures.

Language, Multilingualism, and Identity
🌍 Growing up in a British colony, the author experienced English as an imposed colonial language, yet discovered it provided a "liberating" space to explore queer identity that felt inaccessible in their mother tongue, Cantonese.
📚 In their poetry, the author incorporates Chinese characters to challenge readers' linguistic entitlement, asking them to sit with the discomfort of non-translation or to engage in the process of discovery.
🔍 The use of Cantonese, a highly tonal and musical language, allowed the author to experiment with sound and rhyme, creating a playful intersection between their bilingual reality and their creative output in English.

Poetry as a Safe Space and Home
🏠 The author views the poem as a constructed home—a controlled environment where they have total authority over structure, line breaks, and the juxtaposition of complex emotions.
🧩 Unlike prose, which often requires a narrative arc or resolution, poetry allows for the compression of language and the placement of disparate, difficult moments side-by-side without needing to reconcile them.
❤️ Poetry functions as a medium for both grief and love, providing a "container" to hold intense familial and personal dynamics while allowing for precise, careful attention to diction and syntax.

Key Points & Insights
➡️ Intersectionality in Practice: The author notes that identity is fluid; they may have racial privilege in Hong Kong but experience heightened visibility and marginalization as an ethnic minority in the UK.
➡️ The Ethics of Language: Treating words with extreme care and precision is viewed by the author as an ethical act, serving as a form of "love" directed toward the subject matter and the reader.
➡️ Creative Liberation: Embracing a second language can provide a unique sense of freedom, allowing writers to explore forbidden or emergent feelings under the guise of academic or professional study.

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